Monday, November 1, 2010

My New EP -- The Great Exchange -- FREE

Hey All,

This is a heads up, a buddy and I have just released an EP. Here is the good news, it is FREE to download! Below is how I describe the album on our website.

This EP is a project that we did for two reasons: First, because we believe that worship should be rooted in the truth of scripture and the history of the Church, and second because we believe worship is a-stylistic. We hope to represent a wide variety of styles as we do music that is both new and ancient. For this EP, the electronic style is like the glue that holds it all together. We have done these songs in a way that is nearly impossible to reproduce but we encourage you to take what we have done and make your own arrangements that will fit your own worshiping context. Feel free to email us with questions or to request charts.
Download and/or listen to the EP at thegreatexchange.bandcamp.com.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Formation: Liturgy or Worldview? A case study of hipsterism and the Church

As the capstone to my class with Dr. Jamie K.A. Smith, I wrote a paper that invites the Church to consider if we are formed more by what we do or what we think; I do this through a case study of the hipster culture. I welcome you to read my article and, if you would like, to discuss.

I would also recommend Jamie's book, Desiring the Kingdom if this discussion interests you.

Click here to download my paper.

Friday, June 11, 2010

Arrest Me

Arrest me, O God;
capture my attention,
take hold of my affection,
seize my adoration,
for I am a wanderer.

Arrest me, O God;
correct my indecision,
confront my indignation,
contain my insurrection,
for I am a wanderer.

Arrest me, O God;
receive me in adoption,
reform me in redemption,
restore me in salvation,
I am searching for a home.

Arrest me. Arrest me. Arrest me!

Friday, April 2, 2010

The Feast and the Fast

Imagine with me, if even only for a moment, that you and I have just eaten a hearty meal. Not just any meal, mind you, but The Meal; the last meal. The last meal with the one we know to be the Christ, the Messiah, the Son of God, and our Savior. We hear the words that Jesus says when he blesses the bread and the wine, calling it his body and blood but do not quite understand. This is not unusual for us, he is always saying these crazy sorts of things and we pass it off as such. But after he blesses we feast; we feast like we have never feasted before: laughing, remembering, enjoying. Most of all, enjoying one another and the unusual kinship we have come to find around this man named Jesus. It is a meal to be remembered for the rest of our lives.

When the meal is over and we have had our fill—stomachs full with bread and wine, hurting from all of the laughing we had done and eyes becoming heavy from the wine—Jesus bids us once again to follow him. Of course, we do, we always do. Every time he says those words, “Follow me,” beginning even with the first time, he evokes a passion in us that is unexplainable. His words are different than ours, they just are, I can’t explain it. Jesus says it is because he speaks on behalf of the Father, we are not sure how that works but we believe it so deeply that it must be true. He takes us to a place called Gethsemane. Gethsemane is a garden but this garden is hardly a thing of beauty at this time of night; Rather it is dark, covered, and for some reason reminds us of death.

The mood some how changes, we are no longer laughing and Jesus seemed troubled. He tells us to stay and wait with him. The way he says it seems peculiar because we have nowhere else to go. This one man has become our home, so of course we are going to stay with him. He tells us to watch and pray and wandered off a little ways from us. We do as he asks until the wine from that joyous meal catches back up with us; our eyes became heavy again and we fell asleep. We awake to the sound of Jesus’ troubled voice. He is not angry but sad, although seems to understand. He asks us if we cannot stay awake long enough to pray with him. Ah, maybe this is what he meant when he said, “stay with me.” He wanders away and the warm feeling of wine and bread in our bellies overtakes our will to stay awake. Jesus wakes us up a few more times, each time feeling more like a dream. Then the last time tells us it is time to go, his betrayer is near approaching. With these words we become fully awake, the feast is over and the fast has now begun.

Join the fast tonight at 10pm in the sanctuary of UPC.

Friday, January 8, 2010

Naked Worship

Last weekend, Jess and I went to Cannon Beach, Oregon for a short get-a-way to celebrate her birthday and relax. Jess and I love Cannon Beach; it is kind of “our place.” It is the place I asked her to marry me and we have spent her last three birthdays there. If you haven’t been to Cannon Beach in the rainy season you MUST go! The rates are cheap—a $350 per night suite goes for around $120—and the town is deserted. The only consistent noise is the sound of the ocean relentlessly beating against the dry land.

When we go to Cannon Beach there are three main things we like to do: read, drink one-of-a-kind beer from Bill’s Tavern, and look at all the current years art in the plethora of Cannon Beach art galleries. As you can probably guess, the majority of the art is of the ocean or the beautiful landscapes that make Cannon Beach so delightful. These are not the kind of art galleries that I go into expecting to see art that draws me into deep thought. But this year, one particular gallery caught me by surprise.

Where most of the galleries we had been in that day were full of natural light, this one was dark with limited track lighting. There was no one attending this gallery, just an open door and art on the walls. As we entered, the first thing that caught my eye was a large painting with a beautiful naked woman as the subject. I tried to divert my eyes before Jess saw me noticing. I led us around the gallery trying to avoid the elephant in the room, a beautiful, bare-naked woman. As we made our way around the room we realized these paintings, unlike the others we had seen that day, used abstract elements combined with more classical forms to draw the viewer into their own process of interpretation. We spent time, viewing, thinking, and discussing. After we had made it around the room, there was only one painting we had not surveyed—the beautiful, naked woman. When we approached it I thought we would give it a quick once over and head for the door. But Jess pointed out that the title of the painting was “Worship.” Being someone who spends copious amounts of time thinking about worship, I was drawn to look past the nude figure toward the composition. The painting was large and was framed by raw 2x4 pieces of plywood. In the painting, the woman is sitting on some sort of platform on her side, with one arm back supporting her and the other reaching upward. As she reaches upward, her raised arm is being transformed into an oversized, breath-taking rose (I had not even noticed that formidable piece of the painting before looking past the nude woman). After that discovery, Jess pointed out that on the bottom end of the painting she was blurring into the platform. Her hand and legs were smeared making her look like she was become one with her platform.

It hit me all at once that what I was viewing was a reality of our human worship. Like the woman, with one arm we—the image bearers—reach pathetically toward heaven, trying to give honor our Creator. Although there is beauty in us as God’s image and creation, we are imperfect and need to receive new growth, new life. God, in all His grace and truth, transforms us into a new creation (2 Cor. 5:17). But this is not the end of the story; we still face the reality that the world fights to pull us back, enticing us to acquiesce and worship it. To me, the artist is showing the paradox of worship, imminence and transcendence. God is giving new live to his good, naked, vulnerable creation. But this new life—in worship of Him—is not black and white nor night and day. Through the grace of Jesus Christ it is a paradox, it is a journey, it is already but not yet.

Friday, December 4, 2009

A Book Review: To Know As We Are Known by Parker Palmer

I just finished reading this book by Parker Palmer and thought I would post my review because I love the book so much!!! I hope that my responses to the questions below will lead you to pick up this book for yourself.

1. What could I share with my church from this book?

University Presbyterian Church has been called the “Flagship” Church of the PC(USA). Some of the reasons for this might be our continued line up of quality pastors, our stability as a church older than one hundred years, or our location right on the campus of the University of Washington. Whatever it may be, the church is defiantly “Known” as a church that “Knows;” we are a wordy church. I was having a conversation with the pastor of worship Dave Rohrer a few days ago and we were talking about sermons that were pitched as something you could apply to your life. I asked if he thought the majority of the people really want to do anything about it or just come and listen in the warm pew. He agreed with the latter.

Dave often says he is tired with words. That is why the story that Palmer tells about Abba Felix caught my ear. The illustration that God does not speak to the old men any longer because the young men do not carry out their words struck a cord with me. After I finished this book, I emailed Dave and shared this book with him as a resource for us to continue the discussion between services that merely use words and services that, to use Dave’s phrase, “Wake us up to the presence of God.” Really the discussion is about listening and doing. Another person in the discussion, Jon Epps, pushes back and asks, “What do we do when we wake up?” Dave believes this is evident where Jon believes that the church should show the way. Either way, both are getting at the same issue and one that Palmer talks about so well and that is, what do we do with our knowledge of Truth in Jesus Christ? Palmer suggests that we create a space in which obedience to Truth is practiced. If Palmer was a part of this discussion I think he would say that both Dave and Jon are right. We need to create a space (our work as a Church) in which obedience to Truth (God’s work) is practiced. The applications that Palmer uses are mostly in a classroom setting but I think that they could be used for the church as a whole. For it is the Church’s job to be the light of Jesus Christ in this world.

2. How would I summarize to a friend the key points this book is making?

Palmer argues that the epistemological foundation for knowing and truth are found in a person, Jesus Christ; therefore, learning, education, and knowing are not objective but subjective and relational; we only know because God himself knows us. Palmer is trying to open the reader’s eyes to the fact that knowledge is about relatedness not about wining or finding the exact right answer. He makes this plain right off the bat by telling the story of the scientists who created the atomic bomb. He summarizes a documentary called, The Day after Trinity. Palmer says, “It was not until the day after the first explosion that the scientists stopped to analyze and agonize over the outcome of their work.” (1) Palmers point is this; knowledge carries us toward ends we renounce, toward evil. Palmer’s main concern in this book is to present a way of knowing that will counteract the kind of knowing that produces the horrors such as the atomic bomb.

That way of knowing, for Palmer, is Jesus Christ. The image of knowledge is John 1:14 “The word became flesh and dwelt among us full of grace and truth.” Palmer argues that Truth is not something Christ possessed but that he himself was truth incarnate. He uses the words Germanic root “troth” to get at his point, troth means, “ . . . One enters into a covenant with another, a pledge to engage in a mutually accountable and transforming relationship, a relationship forged of trust and faith in the face of unknowable risk.” He also uses the story of Abba Felix, a monk who would not speak a word from God to the younger monks that requested it of him because obedience to the words were not carried out; therefore, God dried up the old men’s words. Out of this story Palmer defines teaching as, “ . . . creating space in which obedience to truth is practiced.”(67) In expanding upon this definition throughout the last two chapters he focuses in on Space and boundaries as the fast wordless time that Abba Felix had the courage to create, as well as obedience. Palmer says, “Obedience does not mean slavish, mechanical adherence to whatever one hears; it means making a personal response that acknowledges that one is in troth with the speaker and with the word he or she speaks.” (89). Palmer wants his readers to “know” in relationship.

3. How does this book build its practices in a way that opens me up to live more fully in a rich God-human relationship and to be transformed in my human relationships?

This book is all about living in a richer God-human relationship in order to transform our human relationships. When Palmer locates Truth as a person, Jesus Christ, he takes truth out of the concept world and into the relational world. This means that one is able to experience their relationship to truth in a tangible sense. Learning, then, is about our relationship to one another. Palmer wants his readers to see that the classroom should be a relational place. It should be a place of prayer. He means this not is the prayer in school sense but in the sense that prayer is the act of living in relatedness. The end of this book does a great job at giving examples of how the classroom can be this place of community where troth is practiced. The practices of this book are shown even in the intentionality of the words Palmer uses. Palmer seems to use only the world that help the reader feel he or she is in conversational relationship to the subject itself, knowledge and truth.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Christian Obedience: Beginning the Discussion

Obedience, freedom, and freewill are topics I believe Christians must begin to dialog about more. What does a Christ-centered worldview teach us about these difficult topics? I have written some opening comments as to how I see the topic in hopes that we might discuss these things further.

Obedience is compliance to someone else’s will even though it may not align with one’s own. Whatever the nature of Christ’s power as God was while he was on earth, one thing we can say is that his freedom was limited, at the very least, to temporal and spatial realities of the world. The Gospels show us that he limited his freedom in another way, to the will of his Father. In the garden of Gethsemane, the night before he was to die, Jesus, God incarnate, prayed this prayer, "Abba, Father," he said, "everything is possible for you. Take this cup from me. Yet not what I will, but what you will." (Mark 14:36) The Gospel of Mark tells us that Jesus, in order to follow through with the events that were to follow, had to surrender his own will to the will of his Father.

In our American culture, freedom has become our god. We want to be free to do what we want, when we want, how we want, and no one should be able to tell us differently. If the ideology of freedom is pushed a bit further, one will see that, at the core is idolatry. We have all become little gods doing as we wish. Christianity suffers from the same idolatry and has even applied it to our theology of freewill. My question is simply this, If Jesus Christ, God incarnate, limited his freedom to the will of his father, should we, his followers, not do the same by limiting our own freedom, in obedience to Christ? The author of 1 Peter puts it brilliantly, “live as free persons, yet not using your freedom as a cover up for wrongdoing, live as slaves to God.” (1 Peter 2:16) Christians are called to used their freewill to live as slaves to the will of God. This is the message of the Gospel, when we become slaves to God’s will, then and only then is true freedom found.

Your thoughts ? ? ?